惊醒

当我被惊醒的那一刻
您在我搁头留下的吻

想见到的你

我这次回家，有许多人等不及要与我相见。但我最想见到的人，并不想与我会一会儿。

心好痛
就如仿佛一枝非常粗而不滑面的针
捅了一次
又一次

耿啊耿
您那枝针啊
何时我才还会有机会目到
它变回爱情之箭啊？

116 Posts!!! I've Read Them All XD

Yea, something got into me that made me so interested in this someone's blog. He posted 116 posts to date and I read them all in approximately three (3) days, or maybe less than that after deducting the time that I went for college, sleeping and so on XD

I have to admit that I want to know him more, I guess that's after all the driving force that made me finish all his posts in such a short time o_O

I truly hope he still has the same mentality now even though his earliest post dates back about two (2) years ago because as I read his feelings for his ex, I find that we both have similarities, our thoughts and even probably our personality. With this point, I believe we are able to come along very well as we should be able to understand each other well enough =)

Yeah... Check out the time @_@ I have to wake up at 6.30am later for St John activities at my secondary school x_x

I'm so going to command with my panda-eyes later +_+

Something New Lies Ahead of Me

I'm about to post something that's very contradicting to what I've posted a week ago (Thursday, 8 July 2010). Please allow me to first quote what have I posted last week:

"I don't feel like getting into another relationship anymore as it's really stressful and I'm just simply not ready for anyone new. I am ONLY open to my ex-boyfriend(s), that's also depending on many other circumstances." -Calvin, 2010, Latest Update =D

Ladies and gentlemen, I'm about to reveal to you that... ... ...

I FOUND SOMEONE!!!

Okay, we haven't really started but both parties showed interest in each other, so that should qualify him as a 'nominee' XD It all started from yesterday.

I'm not going into details because I don't want to jinx it o_O

I've never felt this way for quite some time now, and the feeling is back. It's not at the I-miss-you phase yet, but it's a rather significant feeling that I used to have for my ex-boyfriends before we started. So I'm rather sure he qualifies to be a 'nominee' =D

We talked so much about each other last night, and I read his blog, so full! His blog is just so rich that it made me felt like I knew his since long ago x_x

That's all I'm revealing for now, I promise that I'll update when there are any changes X)

The Gardener

Once upon a time, there was this Gardener who tended a few special species of flowers that he favoured. These species were grown at different places, so he had to go to the places where the flowers were located to tend them.

He seemed to be a very responsible man, always there for the flowers' needs. From watering to protecting them during storms. Never had he failed to be there for them whenever they needed someone as a company.

As time passed by, the flowers bloomed, beautifully. However, the flowers didn't bloom for the Gardener, they bloomed for the visitors. These were the visitors who brought the flowers back to their own homes, and planted them at their own gardens, hoping the flowers to bloom for them everyday, under their own homes' conditions.

After awhile, the flowers were not able to cope with the conditions. So the Gardener will have to tend the flowers at the visitors' homes to make them bloom again under the different conditions of different visitors' homes. When they bloomed again, beautifully, the flowers once again didn't bloom for the Gardener, who sincerely loved them so much and gave so much passion into tending them.

The visitors got the pleasure once again.

Until this modern era that we're in right now, the Gardener still exists.

Any, insights?