It's Called Cheating...

Although the tests from JPS (Jabatan Pendidikan Selangor) is over, actually it has just finished today, but I still want to make a few comments on it.

First, teachers...... What a responsible teachers are those, who leaked out the questions for the tests. They've truly contaminated the name of a teacher! To the students, they thought that their teachers are helping them out, but behind the scene if you don't realise it, the teachers are trying to persuade the students' parents that they've improved after going to their tuition. Wow... What a noble job is that.

Second, is for all the students, whom have accepted the leaked questions (which also includes me xp)...... It's actually not healthy at all, you can't tell where you grades stands when you cheat!

I truly don't know what else I can say about this any more. With this two points, is deadly enough to kill humankind, especially the teachers. They are suppose to teach us to be good, not to cheat...... *disappointment*

Heart Attack! (what a shocking experience)

Last Thursday (14th September 2006), when I was half way doing my Chemistry (Paper 2), I fell asleep xp Then out of a sudden, Justin came in and ask me whether how can he get the 'Bilik Kesihatan' keys, and then he told me that his friend, William is having a heart problem. So I rushed to his class and find him half sitting on his chair.

Then, so quickly, he jerked because he's having cramps on his legs and he slide off the chair and is now on the floor. Basic procedures were followed closely, we raised his legs to prevent shock as he's breathing really fast (should be hyperventilating) and his heart beat went up to 144 beats per minute (a normal adult will only have 60-80 beats per minutes), and an ambulance has been called! That's basically all we, first aiders can do as we're not professionals with tools. I was at that time, all ready to perform CPR any time when his heart stops, and I'm serious!

Anyway, this is one experience that I'll never forget. I was shivering the whole time there, all I was thinking of is to act calmly and recalling my CPR procedures xp It's something I haven't met before, his condition was so tensed and he was jerking because of the pain, I think he's too pain to even shout out for help...

Approximately 10 minutes later, the ambulance arrived. The EMTs who came put him on the stretcher and headed of to a hospital.

After the incident, I went back to class to continue my Chemistry paper, but I couldn't concentrate, I was thinking of the scene the whole time. Thinking of what has happened, and did any procedures we did went wrong.

Soon after school, I went home for lunch and then tuition right after that. Around 6.30pm, Sim Ann and I went to Assunta Hospital to visit him. He looks better when we visit him, much comfortable and much cheery, and I'm really glad to see him alright. I was so worried for him throughout the whole day, I couldn't even concentrate during my tuition. Now, everything is fine and I'm really glad and I feel much better.

"What a shocking experience!", that's all I can say.

An Unwanted Broken Friendship

Just in case any of you don't know me well, I dare say that I'm a person who appreciates every friendship I had, what I meant by friendship here are those friends whom I really talked my heart to.

Sadly, two days ago, I've lost one. She was my sister, and I really treated her as one, as we knew each other since Form 1. We did a lots of things and shared a lots of things togather (at least I shared mine with her, and I don't know did she really shared her's with me). Last time, I did a lots of with her that I wouldn't have done it with any other people, that's what makes a friend special, and she did it, she earned a reputation in me as my "Special Friend".

As I've said... Two days ago, she told me that she's given up on me... I remembered once she told me about my mistakes, and I stood strong on my principles. So she said that she would never give up on changing my priciples on how I look at things, and I couldn't believe that she said that to me that day!

All these while, I (I think it should be both of us) knew that there're problems between the both of us, but we still didn't speak up until two days ago, I told her everything that seems wrong to me about her. Well, definitely she also told me what my mistakes were once again, and a few of them I agreed with her, but she never agreed with any of my comments on her, she really fought strong to some point, which I can tell that she has it right somehow, but she kept a quite and gave me some irritating respond of "Hmm... Go on..." when she knew that she's got a point wrong there. The way of the tone she gave me the respond is as if she's a "cool-wise person" listening to a stupid young man talking with no interest in the conversation at all! She even told me, "You can just continue talking and I'll just listen to those that I think is worth listening." What does that mean?!

So the discussion happened to be a havoc, and I finally leave the table clarifying to her, "For now, I'm only going to respect your rank in St. John and not your own self anymore," because according to her, Sir Hew (Area Hon. Secretary - which his ranking is way higher than any of our's) said that now Seafield Division is totally under her supervision, and I won't give up St. John becasue of her. Now, she can order or cammand me to do anything and I'll do it nicely for her, just because she's my superior and it'll never be because of me respecting her personal decision anymore.

Farewell my "Special Friend", I've given a try to save our friendship but you've rejected it. So be it......

Starting A Blog

I have never thought of starting a blog before in my whole life simply because I think it's something personal, but here I am - with a blog!

Though there are some things that are personal, but I've learnt that it's really unhealthy to keep everything inside =) Also, I think I'll only let some really close friends know about my blog to keep them update about my latest situation =p

Posting something on the day I started this blog is really hard to think of, because it's just simply so... weird xp I've got nothing to post, nothing serious happened and again here I am doing something I don't even know I will ever do it - posting rubbish! Lol...

Frankly, I think I really need someone to give me some Blog Posting Course or something like that, becasue I seriously don't know what to post in a blog >.<