Am I Ready?! *Nervous*

My coach told me that I'm quite ready for the competition already! Woohoo... She even asked if I still want lesson on Thursday x.x I immediately said that I need it as 'quite ready' doesn't seemed very convincing although it's quite motivating when it comes from her, maybe because she seldom praises me XP

Around 10pm, when everyone starts to go off, then Rachael and I attempted many spirals together, trying to do it synchronously. Although our timings were faulty most of the times, but our last attempt was a pretty good one. Quite close to each other and the timing wasn't as faulty XD

Just in case you don't know what are spirals, let me show you with the picture below.

That's a spiral, but of course we couldn't lift our legs that high YET XD I'm sure I could do it one day =p

We WON?! Oh, No....

Great ~.~

I just received news that our team won the inter-group debate in our college! We don't really want it as it's been troubling us and our team don't seem to be working fine together x.x

I personally like debate, but if I'm debating with teammates who're not able to work together, what's the point? It'll just make my life more misserable @_@

What now? Wait for the next debate >_>

On the side note, my coach just text me and asked me to go for an extra practice for my solo programme later. I guess that means I'm still not quite ready? ANOTHER 'great'...

Against The Book Judging For Me?!

See what I mean by I'm very free? It's already my third post for the day, if we include the one I posted during the midnight XD

I just found out from Skate Malaysia 2009's website that I'm no longer competing with a 21-year-old girl! Instead, I'm alone in that category, which also means they'll do the against the book judging on me! x.x

ISI judging has an "against the book" concept, in which a skater (or team) who is alone in his/her/their event competes against a standard of 80% of the possible points for first place, 60% for second, or under 60% for third.

That also means that it's not necessary that I'll get champion in my category. I could end up with second place or third place, if my performance doesn't deserve the champion or second place, even though I'm not competing with anyone else @_@

What To Do During My Annual Leave?

I just woke up about 15 minutes ago, then I thought, what am I suppose to do today? XD

My annual leave has just started, though it's only one week but I seemed to find it not interesting maybe because everyone's not free this time of the year? Or it could be, I'm so used to the hectic and busy life, which create a big difference from the VERY FREE and EASY life I'm having for a week now x.x

For now, I'm trying to grab every free chance to meet up with my baby more frequent throughout this week! =p My mom also asked me to try baking something with our burnt oven to see if it still works @_@ Her main point is, she wants me to bake a marble cheese cake some time about two weeks later for her friends as they've been requesting to try it X)

Skate Malaysia 2009 is just 10 days away and my first programme is just 12 days away! I'm so nervous and scared x_x The production programme still seems fine but I think my solo programme is still performed badly!!! T_T

A Sincere Apology

My dear Baby

Please accept my sincere apologies as whatever I did was meant to protect you. I'm sorry if you felt hurtful by it.

If you don't like anything that I've done, I only hope that you would tell me honestly and straight away. I'm sure you know very well that I'm a very straight forward person, so I would really appreciate it if you don't go around the bush x.x

I hope that we could work things out calmly next time and not by ignoring anyone of us, it made me worried more if you switch off your mobile! If only you'd tell me your problems, we could sit together and work it out and I'll be more than willing to make the appropriate changes accordingly for my dearest =)

Once again, I AM SORRY.

Love

Calvin

My Programmes' Schedule

I'm sorry for not posting so long. Well, nothing much happened, so nothing to post XD

Anyway, I'm here to tell that my solo programme for Skate Malaysia 2009 is on Saturday, 4 July 2009. Whereas for the team production programme is on Sunday, 5 July 2009!

I really don't know what to expect as it's my first time and my coach is not giving me very positive feedback! I know that I'll be competing with a 21-year-old girl x.x Let's just hope that I won't be embarrassing myself on that day, that's all I hope @_@