Taken For Granted?

I have been wondering, what sort of a friend or perhaps a lover am I? Thinking back whatever that I'd done, I have to admit that I'm a pretty promising person and has the habit of thinking for others first (which I don't totally agree to this x.x) =p

That's what most of my friends commented as well. One of my close frineds from college even said that people had been taking me for granted due to my promising attitude, I hadn't been rejecting a lot of favours, that's why people keep on coming to me for help, even small matters that they could've handle on their own...

After that comment, I gave myself another thought as a third party... I realised that my patience and tolerance has also been taken for granted! They just think that I'm this strong and tough figure, who can sustain any damage done to him. So once or twice wouldn't hurt him much, BUT once or twice from many people becomes MANY times! Hence, I feel like I'm taken advantage of but my BLOODY patience and tolarance have been keeping my stupidity going on.

In conclusion, I have been labelled as SELFLESS! I think it's suppose to be a good label but when it's too much, I personally thinks that it eventually becomes stupidity because you don't care for yourself x.x If you don't care for yourself first, how do you care for others?

Here's the catch, my new year's RESOLUTION is to be more SELF CARED

Thank You, Goddess!

I know it's pretty late in the middle of the night now, but I just want to finish this post before I sleep...

I've got many friends throughout the years, but not many that could last the challenge presented by time... CHENG CHOO is one of them that lasts through time and I'm really proud to have her as my closest friend.

Whenever I'm presented with challenging situations, I just like seeking for her advice. She has the ability of a Goddess to make me understand life and see it from a different angle. That angle is an angle that I've probably forgotten how to turn to but she has been reminding me patiently over and over again...

She also has this very strong personality. She believes strongly in her own principles of life and I certainly admire that very much =)

Thank you, Goddess! =p

I LOVE YOU, CHENG CHOO...

STPM-phobic (What a word! LOL...)

STPM is coming to an end by this coming Wednesday for him and I can sense that there is fear in me...

I'm really afraid.

I really hope that my worries and instincts are wrong. It's been bothering me for quite some time now and he insisted many times that there's nothing worng, he just needed to focus on his examinations...

All I can do now is to keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best and most important of all is to be optimistic all the time =)

Wow... Absence From Blogging!

ABSENCE for six (6) months!

Blogging is certainly NOT my thing... So this time, I'm going to make this post SO SIMPLE.

OK, let's start with the latest updates:
1) I'm in a relationship, his name is Adrian and I LOVE him so much;
2) My Sumative Examinations for Semester 2 is coming soon and I haven't study a bit;
3) I found a bottle of used lubricant and it states there that it should be used within 3 months after opening, and I know very clearly it's definitely opened for more than 3 months;
4) Adrian told me to get rid of the lubricant x.x
5) I've learned how to give injections, look for me if you can't trust clinic doctors or GH nurses and/or doctors (I promise I'll do it gently and with full of care) =p

I think that's all, there's just so little happening. So what's the point of blogging so often? XD

If you want to know more, maybe we could try meeting up one day and you could ask me one by one x.x

We'll see when will my next post be...

Personal Nursing Journal

Once again... No posts for about four months! LOL... Looks like I'm not really into blogging x.x

Anyway, I'm going through my last examinations for my first semester. Then, I'll start my postings in the hospital next week! Woohoo...

This is something I'd like to try, I'll be starting another blog (yes, another xp) posting only my nursing experience there. So it's going to be something like my personal nursing journal online.

The link to it is http://calvin-nursingjournal.blogspot.com, I really don't know if it'll work this time x.x

OK, that should be it for now.

When's the next post going to come in? I can't answer that too xp